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I'm the most complex simple man you'll ever meet.
I'm 6 foot tall, heavyset, handsome, longish curly brown hair, blue eyes...
I am currently 19 years old, and I am a pagan.
I was at a Barnes & Noble a little while ago, finding it funny that the way the store was set up, the bibles were less than three steps away from the books on witchcraft... I commented on this to a girl that I had been checking out as she looked through the bibles, and she kinda laughed. Then she saw that I was glancing through Ravynwood's Book of Shadows. She looked me up and down, and asked "You're not into that stuff are you?" I was laughing to myself as I said "Yeah, I'm a Pagan, I'm into alot of things; astrology, tarot, herbalism witchcraft-" here she cut me off, asking "You practice witchcraft?". I smiled my best innocent smile, and replied in a nice, soft, calm voice... "No, darling, I don't practice... I'm actually quite good at it!"
Yeah, she left...
My eyes see into the darker part of you... I see secrets I wish I couldn't... I understand things I shouldn't... I see beauty where others wouldn't...
I hold a very old soul [so says another seer] and that kinda explains why I know some of the things I know.
Never had a teacher until July before last, but since birth I knew that Christianity wasn't for me. I had much deeper roots.
Get to know me better and you'll find out my secrets. I have many, but I'm always honest. With me, it's always about asking the right questions.
I'm a dark person, despite most outer appearances, and until I found the Mother I suffered from severe depression. It still affects me now, but not so much these days. I've seen the darker half of human nature my whole life, and was not sheltered from anything as a child. I guess it shows a bit in my countenance... I'm a writer, I write poems and songs, stories and fortunes...
As a seer I can look into the spiritual world, and I have my gift attuned and practiced to near perfection. I am able to see into the Trueface, and am able to see and grasp the cords of magick that surround us. I am a spell-maker to a very low degree, and a healer to about that same level.
So that's me in a nutshell.
I'm much deeper than that, but I'll let you find out certain things for yourself.
Blessed Be
I'm 6 foot tall, heavyset, handsome, longish curly brown hair, blue eyes...
I am currently 19 years old, and I am a pagan.
I was at a Barnes & Noble a little while ago, finding it funny that the way the store was set up, the bibles were less than three steps away from the books on witchcraft... I commented on this to a girl that I had been checking out as she looked through the bibles, and she kinda laughed. Then she saw that I was glancing through Ravynwood's Book of Shadows. She looked me up and down, and asked "You're not into that stuff are you?" I was laughing to myself as I said "Yeah, I'm a Pagan, I'm into alot of things; astrology, tarot, herbalism witchcraft-" here she cut me off, asking "You practice witchcraft?". I smiled my best innocent smile, and replied in a nice, soft, calm voice... "No, darling, I don't practice... I'm actually quite good at it!"
Yeah, she left...
My eyes see into the darker part of you... I see secrets I wish I couldn't... I understand things I shouldn't... I see beauty where others wouldn't...
I hold a very old soul [so says another seer] and that kinda explains why I know some of the things I know.
Never had a teacher until July before last, but since birth I knew that Christianity wasn't for me. I had much deeper roots.
Get to know me better and you'll find out my secrets. I have many, but I'm always honest. With me, it's always about asking the right questions.
I'm a dark person, despite most outer appearances, and until I found the Mother I suffered from severe depression. It still affects me now, but not so much these days. I've seen the darker half of human nature my whole life, and was not sheltered from anything as a child. I guess it shows a bit in my countenance... I'm a writer, I write poems and songs, stories and fortunes...
As a seer I can look into the spiritual world, and I have my gift attuned and practiced to near perfection. I am able to see into the Trueface, and am able to see and grasp the cords of magick that surround us. I am a spell-maker to a very low degree, and a healer to about that same level.
So that's me in a nutshell.
I'm much deeper than that, but I'll let you find out certain things for yourself.
Blessed Be
tophat13's Poetry
| Username | Category | Title | Date |
| Tophat13 | Short Story | An excerpt from my story... | Sep 30, 2008 4:13 pm |
| Tophat13 | Abstract | Remembrance... A song | Sep 22, 2008 5:57 am |
| Tophat13 | Abstract | as of yet, untitled... | Sep 5, 2008 1:03 pm |
| Tophat13 | Short Story | Kimpin the Dredger [chapter one] | Jun 25, 2008 8:39 pm |
| Tophat13 | Abstract | Full Moon | Jun 20, 2008 8:23 am |
| Tophat13 | Death and Dying | The Virgin's Soul | Jun 4, 2008 2:54 pm |
| Tophat13 | Fear and Paranoia | The Voices In Our Heads | May 24, 2008 10:46 am |
| Tophat13 | Fear and Paranoia | Cellar Door [revised] | May 18, 2008 10:13 am |
| Tophat13 | Abstract | untitled [Hollow] | May 17, 2008 6:43 pm |
| Tophat13 | Loneliness | There are days | May 15, 2008 2:39 pm |
| Tophat13 | Fear and Paranoia | Nightmares | May 13, 2008 3:41 am |
| Tophat13 | Anger and Hatred | I Am Aleksandr's Mind | May 12, 2008 2:52 pm |
| Tophat13 | Introspection | Better? | May 10, 2008 3:19 pm |
| Tophat13 | Uncategorized | A one way trip with a long-lost love | Mar 25, 2008 2:04 pm |
| Tophat13 | Introspection | I am someone | Feb 29, 2008 4:58 am |
| Tophat13 | Anger and Hatred | Drug Dealer | Feb 27, 2008 7:02 am |
| Tophat13 | Spiritual & Religious | Mother of the stars | Feb 19, 2008 7:07 am |
| Tophat13 | Fear and Paranoia | Painful Words [verbalabuse] | Feb 19, 2008 9:43 pm |
| Tophat13 | Short Story | Your Ghost [Footprints] | Feb 18, 2008 4:05 pm |
| Tophat13 | Abstract | Razir Wire [in the box] | Feb 13, 2008 7:05 am |
| Tophat13 | Friendship | So it seems | Feb 9, 2008 8:43 pm |
tophat13's Journal
More info about me...
Last updated... if ever??
Nov 12, 2008
How I found LoBD:
My cousin Riley told me about it...
Why I keep coming back:
It fits me to a point. I can be myself, and I can write what I feel without being labeled.
I love reading other people's journals and poetry.
I also would like to add that the other denizens here are very supportive, and without you all, I'd be very unlikely to keep coming back. You're all very cool people, and I thank you for your support.
I love reading other people's journals and poetry.
I also would like to add that the other denizens here are very supportive, and without you all, I'd be very unlikely to keep coming back. You're all very cool people, and I thank you for your support.
Languages I speak:
English
Favorite music:
anything that has a beat, or lyrics.
Not that into country, or screamo, but if it's the only thing on, I wont kill myself.
Not that into country, or screamo, but if it's the only thing on, I wont kill myself.
What I like to read/have read:
I like graphic novels, romance novels [Nicholas Sparks, not Fabio] Mysteries, and classics
Lately I've been reading books about my faith, such as Konstantinos' "Nocturnal Witch" collection, and Michelle Bellanger's "Vampires: In Their Own Words"
Lately I've been reading books about my faith, such as Konstantinos' "Nocturnal Witch" collection, and Michelle Bellanger's "Vampires: In Their Own Words"
Favorite movies/TV shows:
House, and Law & Order SVU.
Too many movies to list... My favourite movies are The Boondock Saints, The Dark Crystal, Garden State, Requiem For a Dream, and anything with the muppets.
Too many movies to list... My favourite movies are The Boondock Saints, The Dark Crystal, Garden State, Requiem For a Dream, and anything with the muppets.
My favorite activities:
Writing, Renn Faire, chilling, partying.
Best experience:
Life!! So many good things are coming and WILL come because of the decisions I'm making, and will make.
I'm grabbing life by the horns, and I'm loving every minute of it. [at least right now... I feel so manic]
I'm grabbing life by the horns, and I'm loving every minute of it. [at least right now... I feel so manic]
Worst experience:
Ask me when you've gotten to know me better.
Worst fears:
Losing someone I love.
My dreams and ambitions:
Becoming a famous writer, or opening my own little beatnick club in Milwaukee... or maybe in Boston... I think it's time to branch out of Wisconsin
What I'm thinking right now:
I'm thinking about the different paths my future can take, and the rewards and consequences of each path.
I want to meet people like this:
Randomly, people who share my faith without being posers or idiots.
Intimately, as lovers, or best friends.
Strongly, as mates, as brothers.
Intimately, as lovers, or best friends.
Strongly, as mates, as brothers.
If you want to meet me, this is how to say "Hello":
hey! what's up [insert nickname here.... Windego, Big Bird, Pickles, Squidgy, or Nick]
With respect and sincerity, but without fear or feeling I'm any better or worse than he is.
With respect and sincerity, but without fear or feeling I'm any better or worse than he is.
Favorite subject in school:
Brit Lit or Food Science
If I could have any superpower, it would be:
To become like a ghost... invisible, walking through walls, invincible...
My most cherished virtues:
my honesty, my sense of humor, my ability to forgive easily.
Clubs/organizations I belong to:
I was recently cast off of the Lupus Novus, due to a disagreement with the captain... Basically, he wouldn't agree that I could kick his ass if it came down to it.
A shame I had to prove him wrong...
A shame I had to prove him wrong...
Shows/performances I have been to:
Little Shop of Horrors, Fiddler on the Roof, A Midsummer Night's Dream
Anything else?:
There's much much more to be said about me. As stated before, I'm a very complex simple man.
Things you want to know about me will come in time.
I don't give everything away on the first date.
Things you want to know about me will come in time.
I don't give everything away on the first date.
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