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Joined: Feb 1, 2008 Last seen: 3 days and 7 hours ago
ID Number: 236 Subscriber: Nope
Sex: Male Ht/Weight: 6 foot / Heavyset, yet muscular
Born: Jul 2, 1989 Zodiac: Cancer
SexPref: I swing both ways From: Kenosha Wisconsin
Rank: Infected Help Staff: Nope
LoBDollars: $13.75 Viewed: 1095 times
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Lifestyle: I live a good life, I follow the teachings of the earth.
Relationship: mostly single, some casual dating here and there... got my eye on someone special.
Beliefs: Pagan/Wiccan
Ethnicity: White, raised by an interracial couple.
Job/School: Graduated from Christian Life Highschool, and am currently unemployed
Heroes: I am my own hero.
Color: Red or black
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Pets: I don't really have any pets...
My Place: Outside in the rain, somewhere in nature.
Sports: I'm a bears fan
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http://Tophat13.landofbrokendreams.com

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Just what the name implies
Biography
I'm the most complex simple man you'll ever meet.
I'm 6 foot tall, heavyset, handsome, longish curly brown hair, blue eyes...

I am currently 19 years old, and I am a pagan.

I was at a Barnes & Noble a little while ago, finding it funny that the way the store was set up, the bibles were less than three steps away from the books on witchcraft... I commented on this to a girl that I had been checking out as she looked through the bibles, and she kinda laughed. Then she saw that I was glancing through Ravynwood's Book of Shadows. She looked me up and down, and asked "You're not into that stuff are you?" I was laughing to myself as I said "Yeah, I'm a Pagan, I'm into alot of things; astrology, tarot, herbalism witchcraft-" here she cut me off, asking "You practice witchcraft?". I smiled my best innocent smile, and replied in a nice, soft, calm voice... "No, darling, I don't practice... I'm actually quite good at it!"

Yeah, she left...



My eyes see into the darker part of you... I see secrets I wish I couldn't... I understand things I shouldn't... I see beauty where others wouldn't...

I hold a very old soul [so says another seer] and that kinda explains why I know some of the things I know.

Never had a teacher until July before last, but since birth I knew that Christianity wasn't for me. I had much deeper roots.

Get to know me better and you'll find out my secrets. I have many, but I'm always honest. With me, it's always about asking the right questions.

I'm a dark person, despite most outer appearances, and until I found the Mother I suffered from severe depression. It still affects me now, but not so much these days. I've seen the darker half of human nature my whole life, and was not sheltered from anything as a child. I guess it shows a bit in my countenance... I'm a writer, I write poems and songs, stories and fortunes...

As a seer I can look into the spiritual world, and I have my gift attuned and practiced to near perfection. I am able to see into the Trueface, and am able to see and grasp the cords of magick that surround us. I am a spell-maker to a very low degree, and a healer to about that same level.

So that's me in a nutshell.
I'm much deeper than that, but I'll let you find out certain things for yourself.
Blessed Be
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Tophat13 Ambition Any road that must be run, any mountain that must be climbed, always begins with the first step.

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tophat13's Poetry
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Tophat13 Short Story An excerpt from my story... Sep 30, 2008 4:13 pm
Tophat13 Abstract Remembrance... A song Sep 22, 2008 5:57 am
Tophat13 Abstract as of yet, untitled... Sep 5, 2008 1:03 pm
Tophat13 Short Story Kimpin the Dredger [chapter one] Jun 25, 2008 8:39 pm
Tophat13 Abstract Full Moon Jun 20, 2008 8:23 am
Tophat13 Death and Dying The Virgin's Soul Jun 4, 2008 2:54 pm
Tophat13 Fear and Paranoia The Voices In Our Heads May 24, 2008 10:46 am
Tophat13 Fear and Paranoia Cellar Door [revised] May 18, 2008 10:13 am
Tophat13 Abstract untitled [Hollow] May 17, 2008 6:43 pm
Tophat13 Loneliness There are days May 15, 2008 2:39 pm
Tophat13 Fear and Paranoia Nightmares May 13, 2008 3:41 am
Tophat13 Anger and Hatred I Am Aleksandr's Mind May 12, 2008 2:52 pm
Tophat13 Introspection Better? May 10, 2008 3:19 pm
Tophat13 Uncategorized A one way trip with a long-lost love Mar 25, 2008 2:04 pm
Tophat13 Introspection I am someone Feb 29, 2008 4:58 am
Tophat13 Anger and Hatred Drug Dealer Feb 27, 2008 7:02 am
Tophat13 Spiritual & Religious Mother of the stars Feb 19, 2008 7:07 am
Tophat13 Fear and Paranoia Painful Words [verbalabuse] Feb 19, 2008 9:43 pm
Tophat13 Short Story Your Ghost [Footprints] Feb 18, 2008 4:05 pm
Tophat13 Abstract Razir Wire [in the box] Feb 13, 2008 7:05 am
Tophat13 Friendship So it seems Feb 9, 2008 8:43 pm
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Tophat13 It's interesting how much I think you care. Nov 17, 2008 7:00 pm
Tophat13 Antoher dream Nov 12, 2008 4:36 pm
Tophat13 If only you could hear my screaming... Oct 27, 2008 7:56 pm
Tophat13 Now the blow's been softened, since I know I'm my own coffin Sep 5, 2008 8:13 pm
Tophat13 A whistling tower... Sep 1, 2008 4:03 pm
Tophat13 Oh how you must have missed me... Aug 2, 2008 3:25 pm
Tophat13 Is this really who I want to be? Jul 11, 2008 1:32 pm
Tophat13 Whatever happened to Kimpin? Jul 4, 2008 9:35 pm
Tophat13 A return, one could say... Jun 25, 2008 8:07 pm
Tophat13 6 hour drive to Indiana Jun 19, 2008 11:52 am
Tophat13 Hooray Depression Jun 12, 2008 10:38 am
Tophat13 I really wish these snakes were your arms. May 29, 2008 9:07 am
Tophat13 Yeah, I guess it IS me. May 24, 2008 9:13 am
Tophat13 Maybe it's me? May 23, 2008 11:55 am
Tophat13 Don't wait up for me... May 19, 2008 3:26 pm
Tophat13 Thoughts on Vampirism May 15, 2008 10:15 am
Tophat13 The camera makes you "see sick" May 12, 2008 3:07 pm
Tophat13 So after all of this... May 8, 2008 9:56 am
Tophat13 Words... I'm a little lonely Mar 26, 2008 2:53 pm
Tophat13 Strange things are happening to me. Mar 25, 2008 1:52 pm
Tophat13 Hit and miss relationship Feb 29, 2008 11:46 am
Tophat13 Thoughts and Memories Feb 20, 2008 12:51 am
Tophat13 Feeling poetic, forgive me. Feb 19, 2008 9:34 pm
Tophat13 Footprints Feb 18, 2008 3:47 pm
Tophat13 Me just rambling, read of you'd like Feb 15, 2008 1:37 pm
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Last updated... if ever??
Nov 12, 2008

How I found LoBD:
My cousin Riley told me about it...

Why I keep coming back:
It fits me to a point. I can be myself, and I can write what I feel without being labeled.
I love reading other people's journals and poetry.

I also would like to add that the other denizens here are very supportive, and without you all, I'd be very unlikely to keep coming back. You're all very cool people, and I thank you for your support.

Languages I speak:
English

Favorite music:
anything that has a beat, or lyrics.
Not that into country, or screamo, but if it's the only thing on, I wont kill myself.

What I like to read/have read:
I like graphic novels, romance novels [Nicholas Sparks, not Fabio] Mysteries, and classics
Lately I've been reading books about my faith, such as Konstantinos' "Nocturnal Witch" collection, and Michelle Bellanger's "Vampires: In Their Own Words"

Favorite movies/TV shows:
House, and Law & Order SVU.

Too many movies to list... My favourite movies are The Boondock Saints, The Dark Crystal, Garden State, Requiem For a Dream, and anything with the muppets.

My favorite activities:
Writing, Renn Faire, chilling, partying.

Best experience:
Life!! So many good things are coming and WILL come because of the decisions I'm making, and will make.
I'm grabbing life by the horns, and I'm loving every minute of it. [at least right now... I feel so manic]

Worst experience:
Ask me when you've gotten to know me better.

Worst fears:
Losing someone I love.

My dreams and ambitions:
Becoming a famous writer, or opening my own little beatnick club in Milwaukee... or maybe in Boston... I think it's time to branch out of Wisconsin

What I'm thinking right now:
I'm thinking about the different paths my future can take, and the rewards and consequences of each path.

I want to meet people like this:
Randomly, people who share my faith without being posers or idiots.
Intimately, as lovers, or best friends.
Strongly, as mates, as brothers.

If you want to meet me, this is how to say "Hello":
hey! what's up [insert nickname here.... Windego, Big Bird, Pickles, Squidgy, or Nick]

With respect and sincerity, but without fear or feeling I'm any better or worse than he is.

Favorite subject in school:
Brit Lit or Food Science

If I could have any superpower, it would be:
To become like a ghost... invisible, walking through walls, invincible...

My most cherished virtues:
my honesty, my sense of humor, my ability to forgive easily.

Clubs/organizations I belong to:
I was recently cast off of the Lupus Novus, due to a disagreement with the captain... Basically, he wouldn't agree that I could kick his ass if it came down to it.

A shame I had to prove him wrong...

Shows/performances I have been to:
Little Shop of Horrors, Fiddler on the Roof, A Midsummer Night's Dream

Anything else?:
There's much much more to be said about me. As stated before, I'm a very complex simple man.
Things you want to know about me will come in time.
I don't give everything away on the first date.

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